Now what?

I am waiting on Washington to process my transcripts and we will see what happens next. I don’t know what I expected, I knew I wanted to broaden my reach as much as I could, and now that I am, I feel overwhelmed.

My ADHD tax

See, I do this. I get honed in on an idea, start going for it which honestly entails me rushing and storming around the house as if I have a boss or a strict deadline. Then I finish the task, leaving the tornado I created behind feeling like, okayyyyyyy so now what. My poor partner. And I say “my poor partner” because sometimes when I am hyper focused, he’s in the damn way, which obviously he isn’t, but the ADHD says otherwise.

I've talked about this before

In my last post, I talked a bit about my ADHD and as I am typing now I am making a note to myself that I need to really expand on this next. I started the year with trying to launch digital products (I still am, kinda), but it soon I switched gears and decided “It’s time to get some new licenses!”. Now my next great task is to do Substack.

All this to say, I am flailing

I flail a lot. And I don’t think flailing is bad per se, but I do see how slowing down could really help with organizing all of this better. ADHD can warp time and motivation meaning it can make you feel like you have all the time in the world or absolutely no time.  It can fuel you with steroid seeming motivation or suck it all out of you, leaving you like a sad balloon the night after a party.

Despite flailing, find me on Substack

No seriously, follow me on Substack! I am going to continue both writing here and there as I have been enjoying this more than I thought I would!

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